Beyond my Understanding

I'm here in front of my computer... thinking...
I just can't believe a person can be this bad... Bad is such an understatement.. Mean... not even close.... EVIL.... they are pure evil...
Who would have thought that I will be able to have a close encounter with the devil himself.... correction.. herself....

My mind doesn't have the capacity to understand how a person can do something like this to another person. Anger? Envy? Hate? or just plain trippin'... Whatever is the reason... I will never understand...

Just imagine this. You did something bad to her, you continue doing it... Because.. I dunno...maybe because you just hate her that much... Gossiping about something she did and adding more into it to make it ugglier then she finds out about what you're doing... She knows... EVERYTHING! she confronts you and told you about it... and then... You deny it... You become the spitting image of Pontius Pilate.... Washing your hands of what you've done and doing...

WOW! I mean WOW! You should get an Oscar for that! You're just the best! The best actress! Whew! Standing ovation! hands up! You and your friends are truly and exceptionally ONE OF A KIND!

Mean Girls you say? You've completely and utterly put in to shame the Mean Girls.... You should think of some other name... Why not "Lucifer's Chics"? *vomits* or maybe "Lucifer's Babes" (referring to the movie Babe the pig *snorts*)

Why ladies? Why are you doing such things and How can you even afford to do these things? Referring to age you're the oldest... 2 of you even have children already... Never did it occur to you that what you're doing might back fire to your kids?

Haaaaaiz...

Karma is just around the corner... I hope it won't hit you with 10 folds of what you're doing...

Whatta weekend!

Yeah I know it's already Tuesday. But I didn't have time to blog yesterday since it was a Manic Monday! It’s been an awfully tiring and fun-filled weekend for me. Started with a cancelled dance class last Friday which I ended up going to FF Greenhills expecting to see and join their Hip hop class but was totally disappointed to see that they were having Body Step which was supposed to start later after the hip hop class. To my total distress I approached the receptionist and showed her the schedule I had which was the latest issued Aug-Oct Group Exercise schedule for all FF, then the lady said “Ay Ma’am, di pa po nmin sinusunod yan eh bka November pa po nmin gmitin yang sched na yan. Bgyan ko nlng po kyo nung lumang sched.” I wanted to throw a tantrum right there and then but then again they might ban me from their club. Hahahaha. I mean… Hello! Do you run an exclusive FF Club there at Greenhills to not follow the schedule being circulated around the FF community??? Dang! P150 cab fare gone for nothing… damnit! So I said to myself, oh well just work out anyways… but as I was about to put my stuff in one of the lockers, it just didn’t feel right… I went all the way there to take the hip hop class then it’s not gonna happen so I pick up my things, went to the receptionist and took my ID while she asked me “Ma’am di na kyo mgwo-work out?” I just said “Nah! I’m totally disappointed already to work out.” I walked out of there with a heavy heart, I called dadi jun and told him about it. *sob* I walked in to Greenhills shopping mall perhaps a little shopping can brighten up my mood. But to no avail… Nothing was eye-catching and money-worth enough to lift my spirits up… Then I saw a Quickly kiosk bought me some Super Taro shake and at last… something to smile about. Hahaha. Ang babaw ba??? Well that’s me. Let’s just end Friday here, I really don’t want to discuss my MRT ride going home! GRRRRRR!!!

Saturday: Woke up around 7 am which was really early thinking that it’s a Saturday. I guess I was excited with my dinner date with Jayson, Aiea, Deo and Alvin. My college barkada namely, Kate, Loren, Joy and Maan were supposed to be there as well but I guess they’re just too busy. I was planning to have our dinner at Masas in Greenbelt 3 just to find out that it was under renovation. DARN IT! Totally disappointed we ended up at Shakey’s Glorietta where we stuffed ourselves with Pizza, Pasta, Chicken and Mojos. The night was young and since Deo brought his ride we decided to go to Cloud 9 Antipolo for some overlooking/sight seeing. On our way there we decided to drop by at Maan’s place and “force” her to come with us. There was no force needed to make her come with us. Hahaha. Sa wakas ndagdagan din kami. We arrived and order food again. Their sisig was ok, French fries sucks, but their Cheese sticks were to die for. YUMMMMEI! Since no one drinks alcohol among my dear friends who was there I decided to have coffee. (Pa-good girl effect??) I can’t believe that a Nescafe 3-in-1 will taste better than Starbucks for me. I guess it would if this 3-in-1 coffee costs 45 bucks! Hahahaha. Edward (Maan’s BF) also came. After some reminiscing and lots of chit chat and laughter we decided to call it a night and head home. We (I, Jayson and Alvin) stayed overnight at Deo’s house where we were supposed to play poker but ended up going straight to bed since we arrived there at 1am.

Sunday: Woke up at 530am Alvin and I took a bath and bid good bye to Deo and Jayson. It was Sunday and it’s Ultimate Frisbee Day for me. Alvin brought me to Mcdo Katips for the car pool then he left to go to Manila and go home to Quezon afterwards. Carpool with Karlo, kuya, ate Julie and kuya Mond. 1st game was against Slush, 13-0, second game was against DDDS 13-2. Haaaaaiz! In fairness nkapag-1-2 kami ni ate Julie. Haaaaaiz talaga. I hope we’ll get a win next week which is going to be the final week of the Malakas-Maganda League. I wonder where the party will be… Oh also after the games, we went to Gerry’s Grill Libis for Ate Jen’s Bday Treat. Thanks Ate Jen for a festive Dinner! WOOOOOT! A lot of pictures where taken, loads of laughter and story telling. Hahahah I had a blast. They went to Chicken boy for some drinks since it was also a despedida for Kuya Yug. He’s going back to Canada. *sad* I didn’t come with them because my very mabait na kuya didn’t let me. Huhuhu. So there you go… It was a very busy weekend. Upon arriving to our humble abode I went straight to bed and had a wonderful journey to Slumber Land.

Till next time! :)

To dance is to live...

“One day I'll fly away

Leave all this to yesterday

Why live life from dream to dream

And dread the day when dreaming ends”

I have to go… I really do... I need to chase my dream and make it come true. I can’t just sit here and watch it drift away by procrastination just like foot prints washed away by the ocean…
I want to learn more about life and I won’t be able to do that within these walls… I need to break loose and be free… Go out there and get out of my comfort zone. I need to face my fear of rejection, my fear of trying out new things. This is the only way to achieve my goal.

"Hurry up and wait

So close, but so far away

Everything that you've always dreamed of

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting…”

How will I start? Where do I start? It’s like walking in a pitch black path.
I have no idea how to make this major move or if I even have to do it.
My mind says no but my heart says “GO AHEAD and JUST DO IT!”
I pray everyday to have a break from all of this…
To stop for awhile and look around…think of what to do
And how to begin this new journey headed for my dream and happiness...

Joker killed Heath Ledger

Heath Ledger. The hunky Aussie I fell in love with in A Knight’s Tale. The very guy who did the sweetest thing by being ridiculous in front of the whole school in 10 Things I Hate About You. The one guy that make bisexuals weak to their knees in Brokeback Mountain. Oh Heath… What happened art thou?

It is your love to the art of acting that killed you. It is your eagerness to make people see the character and not you. Why did you let Joker corrupt you? Why did you let your sincere smile be altered by that sarcastic, crooked smile? Your heartfelt chuckle by a sinister laugh. That charming face with a menacing look.

After 1 month of isolation you have succeeded to reveal Joker within you. . But in this process it seemed that Joker has taken over you…

And with this, the Hollywood buzz says you’re worthy of a Best Supporting Actor Nomination but I say you don’t deserve to be Supporting Actor. You are the Best Actor. And not only do you deserve this because you’re gone… But you will get this even if you’re with us. And if they fail to see these... They're nothing...

We miss you Heath…

Misterhubs' Lockjaw Girl

I'm addicted!

I'm obsessed!

I'm hooked to the warped, funny and pink blog that is Misterhubs.

Thanks to the ever so brilliant blog entries of Misterhubs. We have come to encounter a very disturbing yet unique lass who will forever bring tears of laughter into our eyes.

My all time favourite entry.

Meet Lockjaw Girl.

And because she never fails to bring not just smiles but a pandemonium of laughter into our stressful daily lives in the office. Here is our tribute to her. :D

Our first attempt.

gotta be more natural....

a bit exaggerated...

the more the merrier!

tooo scripted.. (damn! just ignore those awful thighs)

wwaaaaahhhh!!! :D

To misterhubs, thank you so much. You make our office hours more bearable. *hugs and kisses*

A Letter for God

Hi God. I’m here again. You’ll prolly know what I’m going to tell you…

I want to say sorry, for the bad things that I have done. I want to ask for your forgiveness even though I know that I’m not worthy of it. I want to ask for your mercy, for you to allow me to have more time in this world so I can change my ways. God please forgive me.

God I am so bored with my life. I’d gladly give it back to you if you’ll exchange a life over there with you. It will feel like I’ve won the 100+ Million Lotto Jackpot that I’ve been asking from you if that happens. And even more. Much much more… I’m sorry Lord… I know that everyday is a gift and everything that happens is never an accident and is not happening without a purpose. God… Help me understand what you want me to do. Help me God to venture the path that you want me to go… Change the desire that is in my heart if it’s not for me and replace it with what is your will.

I am just tired… I need some time for my self to think and to hear you…

I don’t know what to do anymore Father. Please help me.

WEEKEND IS LOVE!

YIPEEEE!!! Weekends na! I love love love love love WEEKENDS!! It’s like even when it’s Monday pa lang I’m already wishing na it’s Friday na PARE! So I don’t hafta see all the katutubos here in Makati! OMG!!!!

HAHAHAHA! I’m sorry just got bitten by the cofibean.blogspot.com bug. Reading his entries was really entertaining. Maiinis ka na mtatawa kasi.. I dunno... I guess you hafta read it for yourself. But I swear if a person like this exists he’ll prolly be dead right now. Nyahahaha. So anyways... It’s been a long while since I last wrote an entry for my blog.. Yeah yeah I know… Even if it seems that I’m not working on my desk, I’m still working people! *ROFL*

I’m just really happy that it’s FRIDAY today! I mean… Literally! I am happy. I mean… just like now… If one of my officemates would look at me, they’ll prolly think I need to go to a mental institution because I’m smiling for an unknown reason to them. NYAHAHAHAHAHA! I’m so happy! WEEKENDS! WEEKENDS!

Sana lagi nlng weekends noh? HAHAHA! Pwede ba un? So siguro dapat nlng akong mag-file ng vacation leave yung mga tipong 1 month? Pwede na ba un? HAHAHAHA
Lalo na nakakita ko ng super murang 2 days/3nights package to Boracay…. Hmmmmmnnnn…(day dreaming)

Ayan. After a few minutes… HAHAHA. Sarap nun… I would really love to experience Bora.. Unwind… for one month! Haha pwede ba un?

Boracay… I’m coming to Boracay…

Ok waking up… haha. I didn’t drink any coffee, so this is not caffeine high. I’m really wondering why I’m so perky. OH I KNOW!
Its because… WEEKENDS NA!!! YAY! YAY!

Just spreading the word and the joy brought by weekends!

ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS! :)

PS: Who wants to join me watch the Cinemalaya 2008 full length entries sa CCP? Text nyo nlng ako! :)