Ng tumawag si Inday sa TM...

Meet my New Baby!

MEET CAN-CAN!!!



My Baby!!! hahahaha. Kala mo kung sino noh??? hehehe. After the long wait... He is now finally in my arms... Well dpat 450D pro dahil out of stock at uber excited na kong mgka-DSLR Baby... Si can can 1000D na ang aking binili... I love my Baby!!! Now I just hafta learn to use him properly... Wish me luck on that... heheheh ;)

SAY CHEESE!!!!!!!!

Withdrawal

Withdrawal… familiar word? Baka kung anong withdrawal ang iniisip mo ha?

In this case I’m talking about the word withdrawal used when a certain person who is in to smoking or drugs suddenly goes Cold turkey or stops gradually… Gnito daw un… sabi nung isang friend ko na chronic smoker, ung withdrawal daw ung point sa pagbabagong buhay nya mlayo sa yosi na nanginginig sya… sobrang nagpapawis… bsta… in other words… weird or out of the extraordinary things happened to him… Cause he was used to smoking it looks like his body is sooo used to it that it won’t function the same way without it…

I didn’t know may withdrawal din pla ang break from a long term relationship…

Someone should have told me… They should have warned me at least… I was so used to having him around; I am not functioning well right now… Well it’s not like I’m going crazy or anything like that. I just can’t get him out of my system while he seems to be functioning well without me…

Syet ito na yata tlga un noh? Ung point ng realization… I was really starting to wonder why I just cried once after the break up… It was sooo not me… I’m not feeling that much pain when that was the longest relationship I ever had so far… Maybe that’s why... My brain is processing it slowly resulting to this weird things happening to me…

Gnito ba talaga un o paranoid lang talaga ko?

But I miss him… that’s one thing that is clear…

1st post for the Year 2009

Yeah! I made it through New Year's Eve. With the pain I am in, it just felt like I wasn't going to make it... But here I am writing this entry as my first post for this year. DANG! that is something eh? So how was your New Year's Eve? I hope it was better than mine. Bought Absolut Vodka to drink with my siblings but they didn't even bother joining me. Hmp! So drunk it by myself and finished 1/4 of it.. Slept like a baby after...

People have their own struggle that they have to face everyday. I have this as my own... I have the whole year to deal with it but I hope that it won't take that much time to live with it...

T'was great speaking to an old friend... T'was like a breath of fresh air... She just found out about my struggle and she was flippin' out. Made me think how much I miss her... At last I'll be able to see her this weekend...

She said something really nice... Something to guide me with what I'm going through...

“Don’t think of reasons why he did that. Just be thankful you had him for a while and think of the good times.”

“Think Positive. Remember thoughts become things.”

Wow! That’s really something… Didn’t think she’s capable of giving those kind of advice. HAHAHAHA! JK bitches! You know I love you.

I have to work extra hard and pray even harder. Live day by day thinking of the things that make life meaningful.

Pray with me friends.

Good bye 2008! Hello 2009!

Looks like I'm startin' a new life this coming 2009.

Haha!

Like I've never said that before! Hahaha..
well i guess a person can never stop hoping to have a FRESH new start
or WISH to be a better person every new year...

Whew... 2008 was one heck of a year. Not really that eventful but, of course everything was memorable. It was not always great, but hell! That's life... Life starts to bitch around and then you get drunk! RIGHT GAD JE??? hahaha

I am very grateful to our BIG GUY up there for my family's good health,
the blessings, EVERYTHING! he is the Best though I am not worthy.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU...
I always have and always will.... even if I am this stuborn. ;)

I can never thank my friends enough for being there everytime i need them and even if I don't... haha.. You guys are the best! I love each and every one of y'all.

For you, I don't know if you'll be reading this but I thank you for everything that you've done. I think it's safe to say that you were a major part of my 2008, my life as a matter of fact. As I am writing this now, we are on the rocky side of the road.. I'm not sure if we'll be able to make it...Maybe we will, or maybe we won't. We just have to figure that out for our selves. I love you and have a Happy New year.

So there ya go.. enough of the drama please... though it is my specialty...
ahahahaha. I pray, hope and wish that everyone in the world will have a GREAT! EXCELLENT! MAGNIFICENT! PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!

God Bless Us All!


signing off 2008
-supasstah-

SB's 2009 Planner

Di kagandahan ang planner ng Starbs for 2009. Pro shmpre dahil adik ako.. nkolekta ko pa din ung tatlo... Now... I need to think knino ko ibbgay ung blue at red... Or better yet.. Sino ang gustong bumili? Wahahahahaha! hehehe... sayang nman kung di mggmit.. :p

Exhausting Holiday...

In a few hours we'll be celebrating Christmas. Whew! This past 2 weeks
was really exhausting!!! Goodness! I've been in and out of the mall to buy gifts
and stuff! Don't get me wrong i like going to the mall but just to hang out and shop
for my own stuff.. But here comes Christmas and it just sucked the living hell out of
me in an instant because of exhaustion. Not to mention the monetary treasure...
Damn... I've never felt this exhausted... I just hope the gifts i bought will be appreciated.
OR ELSE! >:)

Merry Christmas Guys! :)