Yesterday about to go home from the office, I was riding the round trip train from Buendia. A sudden tinge of loneliness and sadness covered me. It came from nowhere. Or maybe it did. I missed him.
It's as if we didn't celebrate my birthday together. Being with him then, felt like it didn't happen at all. Maybe I was so intune with the game that I wasn't able to spend more time with him. My head was somehow clouded that I didn't notice how he was doing and if he was doing fine. I'm sorry sweety. It was my day but still I should've given us more time. I hope that you'll forgive me. I should've hugged you more and kissed you more. I should've thanked you more and looked at you more. I'm sorry sweety. I love you so much and I hope that you'll forgive my shortcomings. I know I should've showed you how much I appreciate you being there on my birthday and all of the gifts that you've given me. I loved it. everything. Millions of Thank you sweety.
I texted you and said that I was feeling down. What I didn't know was it's the feeling of guilt that what I wasn't able to do when we were together.
The time we spend together just flies by without me noticing it. I just let it fly by without me doing and saying the things that I should be doing/saying. I hope you'll forgive me. I sometimes take it for granted that we're together then suddenly it's time to go home. Then I realize after you go away that I wasn't able to say "Ingat" or say "I love you so much". I hope you'll forgive me.
Stay with me sweety amidst the imperfections in our relationship. I love you so much.
It's as if we didn't celebrate my birthday together. Being with him then, felt like it didn't happen at all. Maybe I was so intune with the game that I wasn't able to spend more time with him. My head was somehow clouded that I didn't notice how he was doing and if he was doing fine. I'm sorry sweety. It was my day but still I should've given us more time. I hope that you'll forgive me. I should've hugged you more and kissed you more. I should've thanked you more and looked at you more. I'm sorry sweety. I love you so much and I hope that you'll forgive my shortcomings. I know I should've showed you how much I appreciate you being there on my birthday and all of the gifts that you've given me. I loved it. everything. Millions of Thank you sweety.
I texted you and said that I was feeling down. What I didn't know was it's the feeling of guilt that what I wasn't able to do when we were together.
The time we spend together just flies by without me noticing it. I just let it fly by without me doing and saying the things that I should be doing/saying. I hope you'll forgive me. I sometimes take it for granted that we're together then suddenly it's time to go home. Then I realize after you go away that I wasn't able to say "Ingat" or say "I love you so much". I hope you'll forgive me.
Stay with me sweety amidst the imperfections in our relationship. I love you so much.
No comments:
Post a Comment