Good bye 2008! Hello 2009!

Looks like I'm startin' a new life this coming 2009.

Haha!

Like I've never said that before! Hahaha..
well i guess a person can never stop hoping to have a FRESH new start
or WISH to be a better person every new year...

Whew... 2008 was one heck of a year. Not really that eventful but, of course everything was memorable. It was not always great, but hell! That's life... Life starts to bitch around and then you get drunk! RIGHT GAD JE??? hahaha

I am very grateful to our BIG GUY up there for my family's good health,
the blessings, EVERYTHING! he is the Best though I am not worthy.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU...
I always have and always will.... even if I am this stuborn. ;)

I can never thank my friends enough for being there everytime i need them and even if I don't... haha.. You guys are the best! I love each and every one of y'all.

For you, I don't know if you'll be reading this but I thank you for everything that you've done. I think it's safe to say that you were a major part of my 2008, my life as a matter of fact. As I am writing this now, we are on the rocky side of the road.. I'm not sure if we'll be able to make it...Maybe we will, or maybe we won't. We just have to figure that out for our selves. I love you and have a Happy New year.

So there ya go.. enough of the drama please... though it is my specialty...
ahahahaha. I pray, hope and wish that everyone in the world will have a GREAT! EXCELLENT! MAGNIFICENT! PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!

God Bless Us All!


signing off 2008
-supasstah-

SB's 2009 Planner

Di kagandahan ang planner ng Starbs for 2009. Pro shmpre dahil adik ako.. nkolekta ko pa din ung tatlo... Now... I need to think knino ko ibbgay ung blue at red... Or better yet.. Sino ang gustong bumili? Wahahahahaha! hehehe... sayang nman kung di mggmit.. :p

Exhausting Holiday...

In a few hours we'll be celebrating Christmas. Whew! This past 2 weeks
was really exhausting!!! Goodness! I've been in and out of the mall to buy gifts
and stuff! Don't get me wrong i like going to the mall but just to hang out and shop
for my own stuff.. But here comes Christmas and it just sucked the living hell out of
me in an instant because of exhaustion. Not to mention the monetary treasure...
Damn... I've never felt this exhausted... I just hope the gifts i bought will be appreciated.
OR ELSE! >:)

Merry Christmas Guys! :)

Kate's upcoming Baby Shower

Everyone's (everyone who knows her of course! ROFL) invited to Kathleen Kate Balerite-Marquez's Baby shower this December! Happening at MOA. It'll sure be a weekend perhaps the 1 or 2nd week (Because Kate is due on the 4th week of December or maybe 1st week of January, so we don't want her walking around MOA at that time don't we? lmao )and around 3 or 4pm. No definite place yet (SUGGESTIONS?!?!)

Please lemme know your availability ASAP!!!!! A holler at Maan and Jayson at that. hehehe

SUGGESTIONS!!!!!

PICS and VIDEO posts

Damn! I haven't uploaded matitinong pics and videos for like what? a month? more like 2 to 3 months na pla! grabe! TIME! TIME! TIME! where is it???? Drake's Bday, Xyrus' Bday, Dance class with Prince of All-Star, other dance class (ay bwal pla to! hehe sorry coach!).... GRRRRRRR... I will make sure to upload every picture and video i have before this week ends. So watch out for it friends.... senxia nlng sa flooding of posts.... nyahahahahahaha! :P

Nature Tripping and Being a Blessing! ;)

Beyond my Understanding

I'm here in front of my computer... thinking...
I just can't believe a person can be this bad... Bad is such an understatement.. Mean... not even close.... EVIL.... they are pure evil...
Who would have thought that I will be able to have a close encounter with the devil himself.... correction.. herself....

My mind doesn't have the capacity to understand how a person can do something like this to another person. Anger? Envy? Hate? or just plain trippin'... Whatever is the reason... I will never understand...

Just imagine this. You did something bad to her, you continue doing it... Because.. I dunno...maybe because you just hate her that much... Gossiping about something she did and adding more into it to make it ugglier then she finds out about what you're doing... She knows... EVERYTHING! she confronts you and told you about it... and then... You deny it... You become the spitting image of Pontius Pilate.... Washing your hands of what you've done and doing...

WOW! I mean WOW! You should get an Oscar for that! You're just the best! The best actress! Whew! Standing ovation! hands up! You and your friends are truly and exceptionally ONE OF A KIND!

Mean Girls you say? You've completely and utterly put in to shame the Mean Girls.... You should think of some other name... Why not "Lucifer's Chics"? *vomits* or maybe "Lucifer's Babes" (referring to the movie Babe the pig *snorts*)

Why ladies? Why are you doing such things and How can you even afford to do these things? Referring to age you're the oldest... 2 of you even have children already... Never did it occur to you that what you're doing might back fire to your kids?

Haaaaaiz...

Karma is just around the corner... I hope it won't hit you with 10 folds of what you're doing...

Whatta weekend!

Yeah I know it's already Tuesday. But I didn't have time to blog yesterday since it was a Manic Monday! It’s been an awfully tiring and fun-filled weekend for me. Started with a cancelled dance class last Friday which I ended up going to FF Greenhills expecting to see and join their Hip hop class but was totally disappointed to see that they were having Body Step which was supposed to start later after the hip hop class. To my total distress I approached the receptionist and showed her the schedule I had which was the latest issued Aug-Oct Group Exercise schedule for all FF, then the lady said “Ay Ma’am, di pa po nmin sinusunod yan eh bka November pa po nmin gmitin yang sched na yan. Bgyan ko nlng po kyo nung lumang sched.” I wanted to throw a tantrum right there and then but then again they might ban me from their club. Hahahaha. I mean… Hello! Do you run an exclusive FF Club there at Greenhills to not follow the schedule being circulated around the FF community??? Dang! P150 cab fare gone for nothing… damnit! So I said to myself, oh well just work out anyways… but as I was about to put my stuff in one of the lockers, it just didn’t feel right… I went all the way there to take the hip hop class then it’s not gonna happen so I pick up my things, went to the receptionist and took my ID while she asked me “Ma’am di na kyo mgwo-work out?” I just said “Nah! I’m totally disappointed already to work out.” I walked out of there with a heavy heart, I called dadi jun and told him about it. *sob* I walked in to Greenhills shopping mall perhaps a little shopping can brighten up my mood. But to no avail… Nothing was eye-catching and money-worth enough to lift my spirits up… Then I saw a Quickly kiosk bought me some Super Taro shake and at last… something to smile about. Hahaha. Ang babaw ba??? Well that’s me. Let’s just end Friday here, I really don’t want to discuss my MRT ride going home! GRRRRRR!!!

Saturday: Woke up around 7 am which was really early thinking that it’s a Saturday. I guess I was excited with my dinner date with Jayson, Aiea, Deo and Alvin. My college barkada namely, Kate, Loren, Joy and Maan were supposed to be there as well but I guess they’re just too busy. I was planning to have our dinner at Masas in Greenbelt 3 just to find out that it was under renovation. DARN IT! Totally disappointed we ended up at Shakey’s Glorietta where we stuffed ourselves with Pizza, Pasta, Chicken and Mojos. The night was young and since Deo brought his ride we decided to go to Cloud 9 Antipolo for some overlooking/sight seeing. On our way there we decided to drop by at Maan’s place and “force” her to come with us. There was no force needed to make her come with us. Hahaha. Sa wakas ndagdagan din kami. We arrived and order food again. Their sisig was ok, French fries sucks, but their Cheese sticks were to die for. YUMMMMEI! Since no one drinks alcohol among my dear friends who was there I decided to have coffee. (Pa-good girl effect??) I can’t believe that a Nescafe 3-in-1 will taste better than Starbucks for me. I guess it would if this 3-in-1 coffee costs 45 bucks! Hahahaha. Edward (Maan’s BF) also came. After some reminiscing and lots of chit chat and laughter we decided to call it a night and head home. We (I, Jayson and Alvin) stayed overnight at Deo’s house where we were supposed to play poker but ended up going straight to bed since we arrived there at 1am.

Sunday: Woke up at 530am Alvin and I took a bath and bid good bye to Deo and Jayson. It was Sunday and it’s Ultimate Frisbee Day for me. Alvin brought me to Mcdo Katips for the car pool then he left to go to Manila and go home to Quezon afterwards. Carpool with Karlo, kuya, ate Julie and kuya Mond. 1st game was against Slush, 13-0, second game was against DDDS 13-2. Haaaaaiz! In fairness nkapag-1-2 kami ni ate Julie. Haaaaaiz talaga. I hope we’ll get a win next week which is going to be the final week of the Malakas-Maganda League. I wonder where the party will be… Oh also after the games, we went to Gerry’s Grill Libis for Ate Jen’s Bday Treat. Thanks Ate Jen for a festive Dinner! WOOOOOT! A lot of pictures where taken, loads of laughter and story telling. Hahahah I had a blast. They went to Chicken boy for some drinks since it was also a despedida for Kuya Yug. He’s going back to Canada. *sad* I didn’t come with them because my very mabait na kuya didn’t let me. Huhuhu. So there you go… It was a very busy weekend. Upon arriving to our humble abode I went straight to bed and had a wonderful journey to Slumber Land.

Till next time! :)

To dance is to live...

“One day I'll fly away

Leave all this to yesterday

Why live life from dream to dream

And dread the day when dreaming ends”

I have to go… I really do... I need to chase my dream and make it come true. I can’t just sit here and watch it drift away by procrastination just like foot prints washed away by the ocean…
I want to learn more about life and I won’t be able to do that within these walls… I need to break loose and be free… Go out there and get out of my comfort zone. I need to face my fear of rejection, my fear of trying out new things. This is the only way to achieve my goal.

"Hurry up and wait

So close, but so far away

Everything that you've always dreamed of

Close enough for you to taste

But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet

Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance

In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting…”

How will I start? Where do I start? It’s like walking in a pitch black path.
I have no idea how to make this major move or if I even have to do it.
My mind says no but my heart says “GO AHEAD and JUST DO IT!”
I pray everyday to have a break from all of this…
To stop for awhile and look around…think of what to do
And how to begin this new journey headed for my dream and happiness...

Joker killed Heath Ledger

Heath Ledger. The hunky Aussie I fell in love with in A Knight’s Tale. The very guy who did the sweetest thing by being ridiculous in front of the whole school in 10 Things I Hate About You. The one guy that make bisexuals weak to their knees in Brokeback Mountain. Oh Heath… What happened art thou?

It is your love to the art of acting that killed you. It is your eagerness to make people see the character and not you. Why did you let Joker corrupt you? Why did you let your sincere smile be altered by that sarcastic, crooked smile? Your heartfelt chuckle by a sinister laugh. That charming face with a menacing look.

After 1 month of isolation you have succeeded to reveal Joker within you. . But in this process it seemed that Joker has taken over you…

And with this, the Hollywood buzz says you’re worthy of a Best Supporting Actor Nomination but I say you don’t deserve to be Supporting Actor. You are the Best Actor. And not only do you deserve this because you’re gone… But you will get this even if you’re with us. And if they fail to see these... They're nothing...

We miss you Heath…

Misterhubs' Lockjaw Girl

I'm addicted!

I'm obsessed!

I'm hooked to the warped, funny and pink blog that is Misterhubs.

Thanks to the ever so brilliant blog entries of Misterhubs. We have come to encounter a very disturbing yet unique lass who will forever bring tears of laughter into our eyes.

My all time favourite entry.

Meet Lockjaw Girl.

And because she never fails to bring not just smiles but a pandemonium of laughter into our stressful daily lives in the office. Here is our tribute to her. :D

Our first attempt.

gotta be more natural....

a bit exaggerated...

the more the merrier!

tooo scripted.. (damn! just ignore those awful thighs)

wwaaaaahhhh!!! :D

To misterhubs, thank you so much. You make our office hours more bearable. *hugs and kisses*

A Letter for God

Hi God. I’m here again. You’ll prolly know what I’m going to tell you…

I want to say sorry, for the bad things that I have done. I want to ask for your forgiveness even though I know that I’m not worthy of it. I want to ask for your mercy, for you to allow me to have more time in this world so I can change my ways. God please forgive me.

God I am so bored with my life. I’d gladly give it back to you if you’ll exchange a life over there with you. It will feel like I’ve won the 100+ Million Lotto Jackpot that I’ve been asking from you if that happens. And even more. Much much more… I’m sorry Lord… I know that everyday is a gift and everything that happens is never an accident and is not happening without a purpose. God… Help me understand what you want me to do. Help me God to venture the path that you want me to go… Change the desire that is in my heart if it’s not for me and replace it with what is your will.

I am just tired… I need some time for my self to think and to hear you…

I don’t know what to do anymore Father. Please help me.

WEEKEND IS LOVE!

YIPEEEE!!! Weekends na! I love love love love love WEEKENDS!! It’s like even when it’s Monday pa lang I’m already wishing na it’s Friday na PARE! So I don’t hafta see all the katutubos here in Makati! OMG!!!!

HAHAHAHA! I’m sorry just got bitten by the cofibean.blogspot.com bug. Reading his entries was really entertaining. Maiinis ka na mtatawa kasi.. I dunno... I guess you hafta read it for yourself. But I swear if a person like this exists he’ll prolly be dead right now. Nyahahaha. So anyways... It’s been a long while since I last wrote an entry for my blog.. Yeah yeah I know… Even if it seems that I’m not working on my desk, I’m still working people! *ROFL*

I’m just really happy that it’s FRIDAY today! I mean… Literally! I am happy. I mean… just like now… If one of my officemates would look at me, they’ll prolly think I need to go to a mental institution because I’m smiling for an unknown reason to them. NYAHAHAHAHAHA! I’m so happy! WEEKENDS! WEEKENDS!

Sana lagi nlng weekends noh? HAHAHA! Pwede ba un? So siguro dapat nlng akong mag-file ng vacation leave yung mga tipong 1 month? Pwede na ba un? HAHAHAHA
Lalo na nakakita ko ng super murang 2 days/3nights package to Boracay…. Hmmmmmnnnn…(day dreaming)

Ayan. After a few minutes… HAHAHA. Sarap nun… I would really love to experience Bora.. Unwind… for one month! Haha pwede ba un?

Boracay… I’m coming to Boracay…

Ok waking up… haha. I didn’t drink any coffee, so this is not caffeine high. I’m really wondering why I’m so perky. OH I KNOW!
Its because… WEEKENDS NA!!! YAY! YAY!

Just spreading the word and the joy brought by weekends!

ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS! :)

PS: Who wants to join me watch the Cinemalaya 2008 full length entries sa CCP? Text nyo nlng ako! :)

Things that I have learned the hardway. PART 1

Love hurts. But its still a nice thing to experience. You can't have that fairy tale story that you've been dreaming of. But you can at least say to your self that there was a time in your life that you were a princess and you had a prince. And hey! The story has just begun that day will come when your Real Prince will rescue you from the depths of loneliness. Teehee! ANG CORNY!

Don't trust too easily. You'll never know if a person is cunning until something bad happens. Things can be pretty nasty when you trust that easily. Not just for material things but specially secrets. I experienced sharing a deep dark secret to a close friend of mine back from college and I ended up being informed that she told this secret to a classmate. Ooooh the rage. And you know what really ticked me off? The insincere apology. Argh. Hahaha. PPSOC? ring a bell? If you can make your self trust no one well good fer yeh! But i think that's not a nice picture to see either. hihi

Give the benefit of the Doubt. Not everything you hear is the truth. For example, a friend of yours said that someone you know said something bad about you. Though a friend told you about it, still give the benefit of the doubt to the other person. If you really want to clear things up ask that person. But if its like these people that I know who would definitely lie about it, don't bother and just be very cautious on sharing things with other people.

Backstabbers, they're everywhere. School, Office. People you think you know? Think again. They smile and chat with you incessantly, share everything and anything under the sun but once you turn your back? Only blubbers negative things about you. Just like them. Yeah. you know them don't you? Are you one of them? Well as my own version of the old saying goes. "Bato bato sa langit ang tamaan, eh di magalit! Pakialam ko!" hehe. Cause i don't give a shit if you think that it's you. You have put that on your self. And you know what? You're a bunch of sore losers. So please get a life and another thing not mine nor my friends'.

Be the bigger person. I got this from my Big brother. When you feel like you just want to kick the person on the face? be the bigger person and let it go. Let him/her be the immature. I felt like punching the hell out of these people earlier then I remembered this from my kuya so I thought they're just not worthy. They're not even worthy to be mentioned here. I'm the Big Man! ROFL

to be continued...

Urbandub awakens Psycho Jan

"Evidence"

Urbandub

Time has a way of healing, so they say

So why am I still left here cryin'

Caught in these ways of emotion as people stare

I find there's no real place for me to hide

Well I've been trying in vain

Was only fooling myself

With each passing day

The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

What more is it that you need

Right now really it's not me

With every minute that I get to you

And all the pictures that I took from you

Why wasn't it that enough?

What more is it that you need

Right now really it's not me

Despite everything I did for you

Excused me by surprise

The moment that I found out that we were ohhh...

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

When everything seems alright

You turn and break my heart

Denied us of our love

It kills me inside when you're in his arms

Wrapped around you now,
Well I've been trying in vain

Was only fooling myself

With each passing day

The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Time has a way of healing, so they say

So why am I still left here

*****

I am a new fun of Urbandub! Or should I say a huge fan of their new single "Evidence" and the music video. Have you seen it? You should. It really has a great concept. You need to watch it first before reading my blog so you can really relate with me.

So here goes, actually the song says it all. "Caught you in the arms of another". People lend me your ears. Yes this is one of my Infidelity compositions. Har har har.

In this video the girl, played by Iza Calzado is being unfaithful (SHAME ON HER!) on her boyfriend, played by Urbandub lead singer, Gabo. The other guy was played by Ryan Eigenman. Basically, the two was caught flirting in a supermarket, which by the way is a very very cheap place to flirt. ARGH. anyhow Gabo's friends who was obviously played by his bandmates took a vid of the culprits. They eventually informed Gabo about it and there was Cutie Gabo in disbelief.

Here's my favourite part of the video. Gabo then fixed him self, wearing a black poloshirt topped with a black coat and a tool box in hand he went to Iza's house. Of course the bitch forgot to take the spare key under the mat so Gabo was able to get inside and witness her infidelity. With two open eyes, Ryan and Iza flabbergasted with the appearance of Gabo. BANG! Ryan's dead. BANG! Iza was down on her knees... Oh yes... Save the best for last. There she was, with a hole in her stomach.. crawling towards Gabo... Looks like asking for mercy... Gabo then caresses her face... And then reached for his tool box... Now holding a hammer... He bashed the hell out of Iza... Blood gushing out of her head... You can not see remorse in Gabo's face. I just love it.

So do you appreciate it too? If not then prolly you're not a psycho like me. *ROFL* Kidding aside, it just hit me. What if this is the way you get even to a person who cheated on you? Astig di ba? Anyways... I think my psycho persona has taken over me for a while there...

Lesson Learned: Flirt in a more private place. WAG SA SUPERMARKET! *LMAO*

It's complicated...

I'm not really sure how to start this blog. I guess you can say that I'm just writing (rather typing) down the things that I'm thinking. It’s like Typing Out Loud… waah! Very funny? Haha I’m such a smart ass! *ROFL*

Well here goes nothing...

I was just talking/chatting to a close friend of mine where she confides of having an elicit affair... *ROFL* oh okay that's too strong of a word to use... She's actually dating this guy that apparently is in a relationship. So in short, she's a mistress... Argh... I was appalled by what I read… And was even furious… slightly to her (cause you’re my friend! Grrrr) but MUCH MUCH MORE to the guy… What is it with guys like this??? Can’t you make up your mind? Do you want to be with your GF or do you want another girl? Or is it just that you’re a self centred son of a bitch that you just can’t make up your mind and you want to keep the two of ‘em???

I’m sorry if I’m being hostile right now. But I really, really, REALLY can’t stand infidelity. I’ve seen a lot of ‘em. Even experienced it… That’s why I hate unfaithful, cheating, deceitful, motha-fuckas like ‘em.

This is my pet peeve. And perhaps it’s yours too... Except if you’re in one or thinking of getting into one…But what am I talking about? It’s not even a pet peeve… It’s a cancer in the society… (Wow… Dimasalang? Ikaw ba yan???)

I’m sorry my friend. I love you but we both know that it’s not right. IT’S WRONG IN EVERY ANGLE! I know it’s hard but you gotta think of what’s gonna happen to you. I’m not going to shove it to your face the “I told you” phrase if he leaves you broken, but I’ll definitely kick the hell out of you just so you won’t get in to that mess.

I salute all those guys out there who can keep their left hand inside their pocket (While doing something else?? *LMAO* perv) and the other holding the hand of his most significant other. And to those ladies who is still with a committed guy… Leave him… It’s not even worth it. Have the respect for the legal girlfriend/wife. But most importantly, have the respect for yourself.

Yes nman…. Serious??? *ROFL*

Hating Firewall

With each passing day the urge to leave my job just keeps on getting bigger and bigger!

The latest event that is pushing me to the limit is the lost of access to my multiply account!

I hate the IT guys I swear!!!!!!!

I hate them!!!!!

First was friendster then youtube...

What's next??? Yahoo????

Don't they know that this is the only way that we can relieve our stress? By looking in the updates of our friends. This is the only way to communicate with friends with just one click... They don't understand palibhasa old aged na. Grrrrrrrr!

I hate' em!!!!!

Ang Pagbabalik Part 2

LRT/Pureza

"Arriving at Pureza Station. Paparating na sa Pureza Station."

Tuwang tuwa talaga kami nila Maan at ng iba pang Cubaoers (Mga classmate na nkksbay sa pagbaba ng araneta-cubao station) sa boses na nagpapaalala sa mga pasahero kung anong station na. Astig kasi eh. *ROFL* Sasabayan pa namin yan madalas. May nakapagsabi sa akin na pde ko daw mging trabaho un kasi kaboses ko daw (Oh wag ka ng pumalag! Best Sportscaster ito among the Broadcast Announcing and Performance class ni Ma'am Ruby! bwahahahahaha!). Pagbaba sa station agad kong nilabas ang camera ko pra kumuha ng mga piktyur. Shmpre cautious din nman dhil talamak ang isnatchan sa lugar. Nkita ko na meron ng chowking sa kanto ng chowking. Astig... bagong tambayan at lafangan pra sa mga PUPian na dun ang daan.

TINAPAY

Dahil sa main kmi ppnta kelangan pa nming sumakay ng tricycle. sa paglalakad nmin ppnta sa pila nadaanan nmin ung favourite bakery ko sa pureza. Ang sarap ng cheese bread dun eh. Lalo na pag bagong luto kasi may crusty top sya and sweet pro di nkakaumay. yum yum. We were too early kya ala pa nung cheese bread. SAD.....
Katabi nman ng the best cheese bread maker ang Julie's. Dito sa julie's na to nadiskubre ko ung Ube loaf nila na super sa sarap (at least for me and other fwends. hihi). At tlgang nung matikman ko un bumili ko kgad sa mlpit na Julie's sa bhay nmin pro di ko alam kung bkit prang hindi sya kasing sarap nung gawa sa Pureza. hhhhmmmmmn.

TRICYCLE
Nung nagaaral plng ako 6 pesos lang ang tricycle. 7 n nung magpunta nmin. Oh well. 2 years nman na ang lumipas so siguro ok lang na tumaas ng piso ung pamasahe. Habang nksakay kmi ni Mommy sa tricycle tlgang pilit kong kinuhaan ng piktyur ang mga dinadaanan nmin kya lang shmpre mahirap kasi sa motor kmi mismo nkaupo at good luck nlng skin pag nahulog ako o ang camera.

CEA

Nkuhaan ko ung CEA (College of Engineering and Architecture). May mga friends nman ako dun pro konti lang. Bilib ako sa mga tga-CEA ng PUP kasi maabilidad at dedicated sa studies, kahit limited ang resources matiyaga tlga. Pag nkakakita ko dati ng mga tga-CEA ang naiisip ko "authistic" kasi may sariling mundo hihihi. Noon pag meron akong nkikitang mga freshies na girls na tga-CEA... sexy magdamit at nagiinarte. Naiisip ko tuloy na magt-transfer na sila ng course pag nkakuha na sya ng boyfriend. hik hik. Kasi sobrang bihira akong mkakakita ng tga-CEA n girl na girly-girly. Feeling ko nman di nman sila borbs/T-bird pro ang usual na nkikita kong pananamit ng mga serious CEA girl students eh pants, shirt, rubber shoes/sandals.Siguro dahil nga tutok sa studies eh di na nila ngagawang magpakikay. Pananaw ko lang nman un nung studyante pa ko.

Jan=Maldita. ahihihihi

Ang Pagbabalik

PROLOGUE

Papa: "Pinaghirapan mo un tpos binabalewala mo lang? Ilang taon mong pinaghirapan... Ikaw
talagang bata ka."

Ako: *roll eyes* "Opo. Kukunin na po."

Yan ang linya ng tatay ko everytime na maaalala nya na hindi ko pa kinukuha ang Diploma ko. I guess it's best to say that he just wants to see it. Kasi proof un na napagtapos na nya ko. Seeing me march on my graduation day last May 5, 2006 (yes, 2 years na), wasn't enough for my parents. Gusto nila ng written proof na mpapa-frame nila and maipagmamalaki. Oh well, ibigay ang hilig ng mga matatanda. ;P

A TRIP TO ST. LUKES

Last weekend I was feeling under the weather, you prolly know why if you've seen how wasted I was in our company party, not really proud of it. A series of sickness, pain and agony came in the following days and so I hafta go to the doctor to have it checked. Mom and I went to St. Lukes to
see a ENT doctor and a dentist. ENT doctor said that it was pharyngitis. Dentist had to be re-
scheduled for the next day. The following day after seeing the dentist and finding out that I need a root canal which by the way cost P9000 for a molar tooth, my Mom and I decided to go to my Alma mater to get my diploma... I wasn't sure but I felt a lil' tingle inside me when we're on our way. I guess you can say that I was a bit excited since it's been 2 years when I last visited PUP.

PATOK

When I was still studying my usual transport route going to PUP is the LRT2. You don't know
how grateful I was for having this very functional and SAFE way of transportation. If you're a true blue PUPian you would've experienced riding the infamous "Patok" Jeepneys routing from Rizal-Stop and Shop. HOOOOO! Grabe. You will definitely feel like you left your kaluluwa behind dahil sa sobrang bilis at pagewang-gewang na pagd-drive ni manong driver. At di mo din maririnig kahit ang sarili mo dahil sa sobrang lakas ng sounds. At ang usually mong mririnig na tumutugtog is either Salbakutah or Family Affair ni Mary J. Blige, remix yan mga tsong! Bumabayobayo ang beat. *ROFL*

to be continued...

Sickly Tiring...

Aaaargh... Here I am again... Starting a blog filled with my rants and whining about work... Looking down on memory lane, back on the days that my eagerness and perseverance for my job is on the utmost level I can't seem to unearth inside my now cob-web-filled head why I’m not like that anymore.

“Motivation gets you started but Habit keeps you going”

In some cases I do think that this works. But boy oh boy! If you do the same thing over and over again… For 8-9 hours a day, 5 days a week? Won’t you get sickly tired of it? Ulk!

I am… and I hope to get over it soon…

One of those days...

Yesterday about to go home from the office, I was riding the round trip train from Buendia. A sudden tinge of loneliness and sadness covered me. It came from nowhere. Or maybe it did. I missed him.


It's as if we didn't celebrate my birthday together. Being with him then, felt like it didn't happen at all. Maybe I was so intune with the game that I wasn't able to spend more time with him. My head was somehow clouded that I didn't notice how he was doing and if he was doing fine. I'm sorry sweety. It was my day but still I should've given us more time. I hope that you'll forgive me. I should've hugged you more and kissed you more. I should've thanked you more and looked at you more. I'm sorry sweety. I love you so much and I hope that you'll forgive my shortcomings. I know I should've showed you how much I appreciate you being there on my birthday and all of the gifts that you've given me. I loved it. everything. Millions of Thank you sweety.

I texted you and said that I was feeling down. What I didn't know was it's the feeling of guilt that what I wasn't able to do when we were together.

The time we spend together just flies by without me noticing it. I just let it fly by without me doing and saying the things that I should be doing/saying. I hope you'll forgive me. I sometimes take it for granted that we're together then suddenly it's time to go home. Then I realize after you go away that I wasn't able to say "Ingat" or say "I love you so much". I hope you'll forgive me.

Stay with me sweety amidst the imperfections in our relationship. I love you so much.

4th of May

4th of May 2008. My 23rd birthday... Damn I'm getting old. lol. but it's all good. I'm lovin' it. Another year has been added to my life here on earth... loads of memory to treasure, some not but still events that I have learned from. I'm just really thankful to God that he has never left me all through these years. He has always been there and I know he will always be. Trials and failures encountered, fallen in and out of love, friendships lost and found. Lots and lots of issues and events. But I'm still here writing this blog of my random thoughts for my 23rd birthday. I am truly blessed and I just pray to God that he will continually bless me and my loved ones. He will keep on protecting us and never leave us.

Oh my.... I'm getting too Godly am I? There's nothing wrong about that. We all should be. Oh no.. now I'm being righteous. I'm sorry about that.

Anyhow, going to a lighter note, how did I celebrate my birthday? I played Ultimate Frisbee. yeah I know. My friends asked me why would I spend my birthday getting oh sooo tired and oh sooooo burned under the sun? I just want to... and besides we were lacking the people for the team. Our first game was against UW, argh it was a close fight in the first half but too bad... we lost. Funny incident: My brother called for a double team foul against this guy. Rule stated that he must be 3 meters away from the person holding the disc before he runs towards him to block a pass or whatever [sorry not so knowledgeable of the rules ;)] but he contested and said that he was 3 meters away. He then begins to "measure" his "3 meters" by walking back to where he came from. Only to be seen that it doesn't measure up, but this guy wants to insist his "3 meters" but STILL to no avail. Argh. It really pisses me off that we always loose to the A-holes. argh.

Our 2nd game was against Toda 2. Now this team I really didn't think that we can beat. They are one of the teams that are well trained. But thank God we were victorious. YAY! A nice gift for my birthday. I ended giving my team mates a treat. Argh... I'm 3k+ poorer. But it was fine at least not only did I treat them for my birthday but it was for one victorious game as well. Oh And I also lurv the gift I had from my boyfriend. It was a Converse Chucks from the Punk collection. I lurve it! :D

So there you go another random blubbering-storytelling blog from yours truly.

Until next time! ;)

Introduction

I guess i'll start this blog by saying I'm sooo bored. Yep... very bored... that I decided to sign up to Blogspot.com and start blogging. But what will I write about? Well you'll mostly read about rants and raves and everyday encounters with the nice and the not so nice things that life has to offer. Oh well, that's life. I hafta do this. This would probably bring out those creative juices (if there's any) that I'm hiding within these body. lol. Damn. I'm really bored and these things I'm saying are mostly non-sense, so I guess you won't be staying that long to read it. But no hard feelings I understand, I myself wouldn't stick around to read about some random rants from a supasstah wanna-be. lol.

Oh that's a nice one. You just gave me a topic. You're probably thinking why it's "A Day in the Life of Supasstah"? well if you're not I'm gonna tell you anyways.

Supasstah - It's suppose to be Superstar, with a slang. I'm a wanna-be superstar. I want to be a celebrity. Yep. I wanna be famous. I can sing, dance and pretty much act as well. But unfortunately I'm not endowed with the beauty of the typical celebrity. Yeah know?... I'm not bitter or anything. I'm happy with what God has given me. :) By the way, I joined the audition for MTV SUPASTAH, for those of you who didn't hear about it, it was a singing contest. I was in a friend's house doing some school work back then when a good friend informed me about it and decided to give it a try. And whadya know? I passed the 1st screening but didn't got through the 2nd. Based with the people that got thru "Looks" was really a factor. But it was a great experience for me since I got to sing with Rada of Kulay. WOW! She's my idol. Love her voice.

Wait a minute... I think this topic is getting a lil far from where I should be going. hahaha.

Oh well I think that's fine.

So there you go I got the idea of Supasstah from my audition in the MTV SUPASTAH. Now you're asking why with a double "S"? haha. Well that's because I've been endowed with a J. Lo like ass. hahaha. Pretty much my Ass-et. ROFL.

Oh by the way, Sitti was pretty much discovered there and I think she was the big winner of MTV SUPASTAH. During the audition she was actually the first one before me and I was privileged to have lil chats with her. She was really nice, very pretty, and matalino. Imagine? She brought her study materials pa sa audition and was reading and putting highlights. She knows her priorities. Good for her!

This happened 2 - 3 years ago I think. College days.

Oh my gosh. This Introduction is so long already. hahaha. My my my things that boredom can do. So I guess that's it for now. With all the things that I have written I did state the reason why it's Supasstah right? lol.

So if you want to read more of my rant, raves, scuttlebutts, whatnots, and lots of random thoughts. Visit here again. Toodaloo! *mwah*