Things that I have learned the hardway. PART 1

Love hurts. But its still a nice thing to experience. You can't have that fairy tale story that you've been dreaming of. But you can at least say to your self that there was a time in your life that you were a princess and you had a prince. And hey! The story has just begun that day will come when your Real Prince will rescue you from the depths of loneliness. Teehee! ANG CORNY!

Don't trust too easily. You'll never know if a person is cunning until something bad happens. Things can be pretty nasty when you trust that easily. Not just for material things but specially secrets. I experienced sharing a deep dark secret to a close friend of mine back from college and I ended up being informed that she told this secret to a classmate. Ooooh the rage. And you know what really ticked me off? The insincere apology. Argh. Hahaha. PPSOC? ring a bell? If you can make your self trust no one well good fer yeh! But i think that's not a nice picture to see either. hihi

Give the benefit of the Doubt. Not everything you hear is the truth. For example, a friend of yours said that someone you know said something bad about you. Though a friend told you about it, still give the benefit of the doubt to the other person. If you really want to clear things up ask that person. But if its like these people that I know who would definitely lie about it, don't bother and just be very cautious on sharing things with other people.

Backstabbers, they're everywhere. School, Office. People you think you know? Think again. They smile and chat with you incessantly, share everything and anything under the sun but once you turn your back? Only blubbers negative things about you. Just like them. Yeah. you know them don't you? Are you one of them? Well as my own version of the old saying goes. "Bato bato sa langit ang tamaan, eh di magalit! Pakialam ko!" hehe. Cause i don't give a shit if you think that it's you. You have put that on your self. And you know what? You're a bunch of sore losers. So please get a life and another thing not mine nor my friends'.

Be the bigger person. I got this from my Big brother. When you feel like you just want to kick the person on the face? be the bigger person and let it go. Let him/her be the immature. I felt like punching the hell out of these people earlier then I remembered this from my kuya so I thought they're just not worthy. They're not even worthy to be mentioned here. I'm the Big Man! ROFL

to be continued...

Urbandub awakens Psycho Jan

"Evidence"

Urbandub

Time has a way of healing, so they say

So why am I still left here cryin'

Caught in these ways of emotion as people stare

I find there's no real place for me to hide

Well I've been trying in vain

Was only fooling myself

With each passing day

The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

What more is it that you need

Right now really it's not me

With every minute that I get to you

And all the pictures that I took from you

Why wasn't it that enough?

What more is it that you need

Right now really it's not me

Despite everything I did for you

Excused me by surprise

The moment that I found out that we were ohhh...

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

When everything seems alright

You turn and break my heart

Denied us of our love

It kills me inside when you're in his arms

Wrapped around you now,
Well I've been trying in vain

Was only fooling myself

With each passing day

The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another

I've been dying everyday since then

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Caught you in the arms of another

I've found out about you

Time has a way of healing, so they say

So why am I still left here

*****

I am a new fun of Urbandub! Or should I say a huge fan of their new single "Evidence" and the music video. Have you seen it? You should. It really has a great concept. You need to watch it first before reading my blog so you can really relate with me.

So here goes, actually the song says it all. "Caught you in the arms of another". People lend me your ears. Yes this is one of my Infidelity compositions. Har har har.

In this video the girl, played by Iza Calzado is being unfaithful (SHAME ON HER!) on her boyfriend, played by Urbandub lead singer, Gabo. The other guy was played by Ryan Eigenman. Basically, the two was caught flirting in a supermarket, which by the way is a very very cheap place to flirt. ARGH. anyhow Gabo's friends who was obviously played by his bandmates took a vid of the culprits. They eventually informed Gabo about it and there was Cutie Gabo in disbelief.

Here's my favourite part of the video. Gabo then fixed him self, wearing a black poloshirt topped with a black coat and a tool box in hand he went to Iza's house. Of course the bitch forgot to take the spare key under the mat so Gabo was able to get inside and witness her infidelity. With two open eyes, Ryan and Iza flabbergasted with the appearance of Gabo. BANG! Ryan's dead. BANG! Iza was down on her knees... Oh yes... Save the best for last. There she was, with a hole in her stomach.. crawling towards Gabo... Looks like asking for mercy... Gabo then caresses her face... And then reached for his tool box... Now holding a hammer... He bashed the hell out of Iza... Blood gushing out of her head... You can not see remorse in Gabo's face. I just love it.

So do you appreciate it too? If not then prolly you're not a psycho like me. *ROFL* Kidding aside, it just hit me. What if this is the way you get even to a person who cheated on you? Astig di ba? Anyways... I think my psycho persona has taken over me for a while there...

Lesson Learned: Flirt in a more private place. WAG SA SUPERMARKET! *LMAO*

It's complicated...

I'm not really sure how to start this blog. I guess you can say that I'm just writing (rather typing) down the things that I'm thinking. It’s like Typing Out Loud… waah! Very funny? Haha I’m such a smart ass! *ROFL*

Well here goes nothing...

I was just talking/chatting to a close friend of mine where she confides of having an elicit affair... *ROFL* oh okay that's too strong of a word to use... She's actually dating this guy that apparently is in a relationship. So in short, she's a mistress... Argh... I was appalled by what I read… And was even furious… slightly to her (cause you’re my friend! Grrrr) but MUCH MUCH MORE to the guy… What is it with guys like this??? Can’t you make up your mind? Do you want to be with your GF or do you want another girl? Or is it just that you’re a self centred son of a bitch that you just can’t make up your mind and you want to keep the two of ‘em???

I’m sorry if I’m being hostile right now. But I really, really, REALLY can’t stand infidelity. I’ve seen a lot of ‘em. Even experienced it… That’s why I hate unfaithful, cheating, deceitful, motha-fuckas like ‘em.

This is my pet peeve. And perhaps it’s yours too... Except if you’re in one or thinking of getting into one…But what am I talking about? It’s not even a pet peeve… It’s a cancer in the society… (Wow… Dimasalang? Ikaw ba yan???)

I’m sorry my friend. I love you but we both know that it’s not right. IT’S WRONG IN EVERY ANGLE! I know it’s hard but you gotta think of what’s gonna happen to you. I’m not going to shove it to your face the “I told you” phrase if he leaves you broken, but I’ll definitely kick the hell out of you just so you won’t get in to that mess.

I salute all those guys out there who can keep their left hand inside their pocket (While doing something else?? *LMAO* perv) and the other holding the hand of his most significant other. And to those ladies who is still with a committed guy… Leave him… It’s not even worth it. Have the respect for the legal girlfriend/wife. But most importantly, have the respect for yourself.

Yes nman…. Serious??? *ROFL*

Hating Firewall

With each passing day the urge to leave my job just keeps on getting bigger and bigger!

The latest event that is pushing me to the limit is the lost of access to my multiply account!

I hate the IT guys I swear!!!!!!!

I hate them!!!!!

First was friendster then youtube...

What's next??? Yahoo????

Don't they know that this is the only way that we can relieve our stress? By looking in the updates of our friends. This is the only way to communicate with friends with just one click... They don't understand palibhasa old aged na. Grrrrrrrr!

I hate' em!!!!!

Ang Pagbabalik Part 2

LRT/Pureza

"Arriving at Pureza Station. Paparating na sa Pureza Station."

Tuwang tuwa talaga kami nila Maan at ng iba pang Cubaoers (Mga classmate na nkksbay sa pagbaba ng araneta-cubao station) sa boses na nagpapaalala sa mga pasahero kung anong station na. Astig kasi eh. *ROFL* Sasabayan pa namin yan madalas. May nakapagsabi sa akin na pde ko daw mging trabaho un kasi kaboses ko daw (Oh wag ka ng pumalag! Best Sportscaster ito among the Broadcast Announcing and Performance class ni Ma'am Ruby! bwahahahahaha!). Pagbaba sa station agad kong nilabas ang camera ko pra kumuha ng mga piktyur. Shmpre cautious din nman dhil talamak ang isnatchan sa lugar. Nkita ko na meron ng chowking sa kanto ng chowking. Astig... bagong tambayan at lafangan pra sa mga PUPian na dun ang daan.

TINAPAY

Dahil sa main kmi ppnta kelangan pa nming sumakay ng tricycle. sa paglalakad nmin ppnta sa pila nadaanan nmin ung favourite bakery ko sa pureza. Ang sarap ng cheese bread dun eh. Lalo na pag bagong luto kasi may crusty top sya and sweet pro di nkakaumay. yum yum. We were too early kya ala pa nung cheese bread. SAD.....
Katabi nman ng the best cheese bread maker ang Julie's. Dito sa julie's na to nadiskubre ko ung Ube loaf nila na super sa sarap (at least for me and other fwends. hihi). At tlgang nung matikman ko un bumili ko kgad sa mlpit na Julie's sa bhay nmin pro di ko alam kung bkit prang hindi sya kasing sarap nung gawa sa Pureza. hhhhmmmmmn.

TRICYCLE
Nung nagaaral plng ako 6 pesos lang ang tricycle. 7 n nung magpunta nmin. Oh well. 2 years nman na ang lumipas so siguro ok lang na tumaas ng piso ung pamasahe. Habang nksakay kmi ni Mommy sa tricycle tlgang pilit kong kinuhaan ng piktyur ang mga dinadaanan nmin kya lang shmpre mahirap kasi sa motor kmi mismo nkaupo at good luck nlng skin pag nahulog ako o ang camera.

CEA

Nkuhaan ko ung CEA (College of Engineering and Architecture). May mga friends nman ako dun pro konti lang. Bilib ako sa mga tga-CEA ng PUP kasi maabilidad at dedicated sa studies, kahit limited ang resources matiyaga tlga. Pag nkakakita ko dati ng mga tga-CEA ang naiisip ko "authistic" kasi may sariling mundo hihihi. Noon pag meron akong nkikitang mga freshies na girls na tga-CEA... sexy magdamit at nagiinarte. Naiisip ko tuloy na magt-transfer na sila ng course pag nkakuha na sya ng boyfriend. hik hik. Kasi sobrang bihira akong mkakakita ng tga-CEA n girl na girly-girly. Feeling ko nman di nman sila borbs/T-bird pro ang usual na nkikita kong pananamit ng mga serious CEA girl students eh pants, shirt, rubber shoes/sandals.Siguro dahil nga tutok sa studies eh di na nila ngagawang magpakikay. Pananaw ko lang nman un nung studyante pa ko.

Jan=Maldita. ahihihihi

Ang Pagbabalik

PROLOGUE

Papa: "Pinaghirapan mo un tpos binabalewala mo lang? Ilang taon mong pinaghirapan... Ikaw
talagang bata ka."

Ako: *roll eyes* "Opo. Kukunin na po."

Yan ang linya ng tatay ko everytime na maaalala nya na hindi ko pa kinukuha ang Diploma ko. I guess it's best to say that he just wants to see it. Kasi proof un na napagtapos na nya ko. Seeing me march on my graduation day last May 5, 2006 (yes, 2 years na), wasn't enough for my parents. Gusto nila ng written proof na mpapa-frame nila and maipagmamalaki. Oh well, ibigay ang hilig ng mga matatanda. ;P

A TRIP TO ST. LUKES

Last weekend I was feeling under the weather, you prolly know why if you've seen how wasted I was in our company party, not really proud of it. A series of sickness, pain and agony came in the following days and so I hafta go to the doctor to have it checked. Mom and I went to St. Lukes to
see a ENT doctor and a dentist. ENT doctor said that it was pharyngitis. Dentist had to be re-
scheduled for the next day. The following day after seeing the dentist and finding out that I need a root canal which by the way cost P9000 for a molar tooth, my Mom and I decided to go to my Alma mater to get my diploma... I wasn't sure but I felt a lil' tingle inside me when we're on our way. I guess you can say that I was a bit excited since it's been 2 years when I last visited PUP.

PATOK

When I was still studying my usual transport route going to PUP is the LRT2. You don't know
how grateful I was for having this very functional and SAFE way of transportation. If you're a true blue PUPian you would've experienced riding the infamous "Patok" Jeepneys routing from Rizal-Stop and Shop. HOOOOO! Grabe. You will definitely feel like you left your kaluluwa behind dahil sa sobrang bilis at pagewang-gewang na pagd-drive ni manong driver. At di mo din maririnig kahit ang sarili mo dahil sa sobrang lakas ng sounds. At ang usually mong mririnig na tumutugtog is either Salbakutah or Family Affair ni Mary J. Blige, remix yan mga tsong! Bumabayobayo ang beat. *ROFL*

to be continued...