Withdrawal… familiar word? Baka kung anong withdrawal ang iniisip mo ha?
In this case I’m talking about the word withdrawal used when a certain person who is in to smoking or drugs suddenly goes Cold turkey or stops gradually… Gnito daw un… sabi nung isang friend ko na chronic smoker, ung withdrawal daw ung point sa pagbabagong buhay nya mlayo sa yosi na nanginginig sya… sobrang nagpapawis… bsta… in other words… weird or out of the extraordinary things happened to him… Cause he was used to smoking it looks like his body is sooo used to it that it won’t function the same way without it…
I didn’t know may withdrawal din pla ang break from a long term relationship…
Someone should have told me… They should have warned me at least… I was so used to having him around; I am not functioning well right now… Well it’s not like I’m going crazy or anything like that. I just can’t get him out of my system while he seems to be functioning well without me…
Syet ito na yata tlga un noh? Ung point ng realization… I was really starting to wonder why I just cried once after the break up… It was sooo not me… I’m not feeling that much pain when that was the longest relationship I ever had so far… Maybe that’s why... My brain is processing it slowly resulting to this weird things happening to me…
Gnito ba talaga un o paranoid lang talaga ko?
But I miss him… that’s one thing that is clear…
